Sick...
of everything..

Sick...
of the emptiness I feel
Inside of me..

Sick...
Of not knowing what to do..

Sick...
Of not being able to do
the things i want to do..

Sick...
Of trying..

Sick...
Of practising..
But not improving..

Sick...
Of school..

I need something,
to make me feel fresh again.
Something,
to make me feel alive.
Like i once felt.
Unlike the everyday routine that i go through.
Same old, same old.
Dull..
Boring..
Like an endless black and white motion picture.
Or should I say,
"Motionless" picture.

Is that how my life is?
Why am I so sick of everything when i have so much?