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Nothing.

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Saturday, December 30, 2006

Time Flies...

Lazing around on the sofa. Feeling so tired. Suddenly, I just dozed off. By the time I opened my eye, 2 hours had passed. Then I thought: WOW!! Time FLies!

Just imagine. In jz a blink of an eye, I'm already 14 and I'll be 15 nx year. It's already 29th December 2006. I'll be Form3 in only 2 more days. It's only 15 years for me.. but what bout my grandparents? more than 70 years had passed. Or my great-grandmom who's still alive, She's already 98 years old. My baby cousin's already 5 nx year and I didn't even realize it. cos he's too darn cute!!

Time passes soo darn fast that even my brother's going off to Taylor's college in KL this coming Monday. It's so sad. From that day onwards, I'll have to be the boss of many things. What if something happened to the computer. Oh My gosh.. I will not be able to fix it. Unlike my bro, he always finds a way. unless it's hopeless, then he'll call someone to come and fix it. I'll have no one to wrestle with =P nor anyone to back me up when I quarrel with someone else. Nor anyone to scold me for doing something wrong (which is actually v annoying) but i'll definitely miss all those things. Everytime my mom or dad scold me, I would fight back. Then they would get real mad. MY brother's the one who taught me to be calm and keep my mouth shut. He was the one who taught me play couter strike though i totally suck and only played 3 times. he's the one who taught me how to play ping pong last time but i seriously can't do it anymore cos it's a long time since we played. He's the one who taught me hoe to kick properly other than my taekwondo sir. I can't think of any good points when I actually start thinking bout it. But to tell u the truth, There's tons of it. It's jz that my mind can't operate well.

All I want is for time to stop. Just for a while.An hour? A minute maybe? A second will be great as well. As long as It's long enough for me to take just one deep breath. In jz 3 more years, I'll be starting college.. And I have PMR this coming new year. That's why I dislike time. It flies and it kills!! Time's cruel doncha think so?? It doesn't care if some one's out there chased by a vicious animal. It doenst give a damn. " Why give him time to run away?? Jz let him be! Let him die. I don't give a damn!" What bout Steve Irwin? If he had more time to reach the hospital, he might have survive. I dunno what I'm bull shitting about. But I guess I'm desperate for more time!! My PMR's this year and i haven't studied form 1 and form2's subjects. School's starting and i havent finish my holiday work!! I guess all my time is wasted on the computer. Maybe it's not time's fault. It's my own. I'll have to learn to divide my time properly. Guess i suck at it huh..

Well, I don't have much to say. Good luck for all 2007 Pmrster and SPMster. SAM takers as well.. GOOD LUCK BRO!!!!!!

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

A whole day in CS with my YLP friends!!!

Sunday 3rd December 2006


We had an outing in CS. By "we" I meant All the Youth Leadership Program friends. But too bad only half of them came >> Lynette, Joon Jun, Wendy, Adam, Mian Jie, Mj, Sing Hong, Jolyn, Yong Sheng, Jia Yi, You Jun, Julian and WenJie. I'm sory if I missed out any of your names k.

So anyway, Lynette's parents fetched me to CS . We waited for the others at mcdonalds. When Adam and Wendy arrived, we sat down in Mcdonalds. And everyone made fun of me and Adam coz I was sitting bside him -.- ... They were like "wow.. Its like fate" .... Anyway, we waited at Mcdonalds and chat until it was like..erm.. about.. 1 or 2. I started to throw ice at them..hehehe.. Then MJ said that he will be late. So we decided to get the movie ticket then play bowling.

They actually wanted to watch "one miss call". Lynette, Jul, Wen Jie and I objected!! CANNOT!! NEVER MAN!! So we bought tickets for “The Host” lorh. Since got nth better to watch.. Then we went to Komtar to play bowling. Wendy and I kept calling Mian Jie “Mian Mian kor kor” wahahah!!. It turned out that the bowling alley was “FOR SALE”. I think that it’s been closed for a long time d lar.

Anyway, We didn’t really do much. We went to the arcade. Adam ditched us with some of his friends. We played Photo hunt. The pictures there are all so uugh.. All girls. Like for perverts!! 5 of us, Lyn, Jun, Wendy, Sing Hong and I played that game and we finished it.. Then I played some shooting game with Wendy. I play until all my tokens are gone. Then I played another shooting game with Yong Sheng. I kept on dying and he kept on telling me to take his tokens because he did not want to play alone. I wanted to return him the money but he said “No, No, Never mind. This proves that. YOU SUCK AT THAT GAME!!! WAHAHA!!” Ok.. I don’t know what he said. But that’s about it. Then I raced Daytona with Wendy. Damn It LAR!! I lose to her by one second. I was actually taking the lead when she suddenly cut across then the game ended straight away!!

Then we ate at Vivo’s. Took many many pictures. Eat lo.. eat and eat and eat..After eating, we went to the cinema. Adam bought popcorn for us… wahaha.. qing us lorh~~ earlier on dun wanna belanja us for pizza.. -.- ANW, I wasted all his money larh… coz we had a popcorn war.. started by yours truly~~ heheheh. Lyn did the dumbest thing (coz she din know) She switched place with me coz Wendy was sharing the popcorn with me. So she sat in between me and Adam. Beside Adam was Yong Sheng and Jun. Jun and I had the popcorn fight and Lyn was my “fort” while Yong Sheng was Jun’s “fort”.. Adam….. kena most of the popcorns…heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ Once again, sorry guys.. =P.

At the end of the show, Lyn, Adam and Yong Sheng’s shirt were all covered with popcorn. Jun and I were free from popcorns..heheheh. Adam is the most unlucky one coz I poured a whole packet of popcorn on him..hehehhehe. What to do.. The show was kinda boring. So I did it to “perk” things up..hehehhee =]
After that we jz chat….Wendy and I played the scissors paper stone game. Whoever loses will get beaten…that game.. Then I played with Jun.. Althought he only hit me twice. My hand was already red.. It’s painful, yet fun. Sing Hong was extremely quiet. He only spoke with Jolyn and Mian Jie. Dunno y lar..

Jun called Lyn aunty and MJ didn't back her up. Lyn suddenly pulled me and drag me all the way to the first floor. She walked super fast leaving everyone behind.. while dragging me. Then I asked her whats wrong lor.. dunno how to explain. When we reach the first floor, Mcdonalds. Everyone asked me what happened. I only told the girls that Lyn was angry but she was jz kidding and she wants Jun to b embarrassed. Hahahaha..


At first Lyn wanted Jun to dance ballet for 2 minutes. Then she shorten it to 15 secs. Finally, I convinced her to tell him to do sth easier like.. Kneel down b4 her and beg for forgiveness. WAAHAHAHA!! I know that that’s one tough thing to do also but.. Aih. It’s better than dancing ballet. I told Jun the 2 choices and he suddenly walked away. Lyn chased after him. When they came back. Lyn had a flower in her hand.. with FERRERO ROCHE!!! Wow.. nvr see such thing b4. But that was really sweet. Jun did take that seriously. (Lyn, don’t do that again k. U scared the hell out of so many ppl.)

I think after that we went to Mcdonalds..again. jz to sit around. Then Jun ask us if we had any gf or bf. Everyone's single at the moment except MJ. Oh yar.. And I nvr had one. so I don't think that i'm included.

Anw, we went to eat sushi king for dinner…. Mmmmmmmmm… Then Jun asked a stranger to help us to take group pic for us.. I sat Adam and Wendy’s car home. Their dad thought that I was 17 YEARS OLD!!!! Then when I spoke chinese, Adam keep on saying “ Don’t speak Chinese lar. You speak until so weird one.” Aaaaaaaaah… so bad! Then I punched him.. =P Then he hit my head…….. -.-

Haih.. so sad. One whole day jz flew pass like that. I miss all of you already. Hope to see all of u again sometime ok. As soon as possible~~ I know that it’s only been a week since all of us knew each other, but I felt that I’ve known all of u for a long time. No idea y. C u guys again sometime yeah? Luv ya! Miss ya’ll~