Rethink

Every year, My whole extended family (mum side) will have a reunion dinner together

more than once

i learn something new everytime.

But i learnt the most from the dinner i last went.

Dated: (uhhhm) Somewhere around Nov or Dec 2008

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Just had a great week over at KL and Sitiawan.

But while I was there with my family, I learnt alot. 
Life Lessons mostly.

How we should live our life, how we should not give in to "love" that easily, how people are not who they seem to be.
How much people pretend to be something they're not.

How choices of one affects another.

How their actions stab and scar another.
At the same time, I realise how hypocritical life, things and people can be, those people around us. And how much I'm against hypocriticsm, but yet being a hypocrite myself. 

I've always thought I wanted a boyfriend.. "HOW AWESOME!" I thought. Thanks to this trip, I've changed my mind. Growing a lil matured? Maybe?

I've learnt to appreciate my cousins more. My brother, my sister. How I should set an example for my sister, instead of her being the better cloned version of me XP (not likely!!!) 

How much I actually respect my brother, my dad, my uncle.
Uncle Jimmy, my late fourth uncle whom I've never met. 

They're the legends.

Legends of our life.

Legends of the lives of those they've met and the hearts they've touched.

They tolerate, and put on happy faces, eventhough, deep down inside.. deep deep down inside, they're hurting, they're bleeding.

Those who have wisened and are wise.

Those who give the best damn advices you'll ever get.

Out from the top of their head, not dug out from some self-help books.

Be like them. 

Just a half of them.

You'd be half the legend they are.
I'm proud.
Proud to be given the opportunity to get to know them, to get close to them, related or not.

In this life,

We have to appreciate those around,

Appreciate what we have,

Appreciate what is given,

Appreciate every word said,

Appreciate every priases given,

Appreciate every criticisms called,

Appreciate every achievement,

Appreciate every mistakes made,

Appreciate every moment we had,

Whether it is a moment of joy or sorrow,

Cz those things in life are what mould us into who we are,

Today and tomorrow.

Do not take things for granted, people, time.

We have to want what we have, not have what we want.

Notice your mistakes and put in the least bit effort to change yourself, to better yourself.

-Lily-

On The Road

I DROVE!!!!

I mean, yeah, motorbike, I drove it on the track.
And sorry to disappoint some of you but I DIDNT FALL!!!!
nenenebubu
I just accidentally accelerated when this guy (who was learning as well and didnt know any better than me as well) made me panic XP
Heheheheheeheheeeeeee

Then after that, En.Jalil let me drive the car
On the road
=]
First at Impian, some quite deserted place to practice my turns and gear shifting
Then after that he let me drive to my parents' clinic
WAAAAAAAAAHH!!!
AWESOME!!
I like so totally could not change lanes XP
hehehe
And, redlight's so not for me
so NOT for me
and lorries should be banned from the road..
HEheheehehe XP
I mean, what can I say?
They bring danger to the pedestrians as well as any other road users!
LAlalalalalala
Fine fine, My problem I guess.
That's all
Really tired =]
BUH BYE!!
Clutch, Brake, Uhm.. Whatsit? Accelerator?

Brake pedal at the passenger's seat
Awesome for the passengers whose drivers can't drive but insist on driving =]

HIV Donation

Went to CS today to collect HIV donation
=]
Went there at 12+++++
But started at 2.. UGH
Cz Lion havent gotten us the permission.
Then we were chased out.. to collect donation outside instead
Outside already, not enough
Pushed off further away
FINALLY
Lion Beryl got us the permission and we were sent to the CCTV ROOM
then we got a pass and headed to the entrances to collect
DAMN TIRING
collected about RM300+++ in total bah

All I got to say bout those people who just ignored us or shove us aside,
my impression on them
They SUCK!
I mean, its ok if u don't feel like donating,
I get it.. I'm like that sometimes XP
But at least say "no thank you"
or..
"I don't give an effin damn about the Aids/HIV victims cz they got themselves into it. So, thank you but no thanks"
=]
Maybe a wave, a shake of the head
a sign
BUT noooooooooooooooooo
It's as if we weren't there at all
"Oooooh, I can't see you, what's that I hear? Hmmm, it's just the wind perhaps"
There was one.. who, haha, i didnt get at all.
He was nodding his head as if saying "A'ite, no prob"
Yet he was walking away..while nodding.. Hmmmmmmm
Is nodding universally known for rejecting something?
Cz, that's not what i was taught

There was this Indian guy who donated but asked why was it donated to HIV victims and the to the poor
I agreed with him
He was right. Definitely
HIV victims does stuff that causes this.
The donation wouldn't help them anyways, They'd die, sooner or later.. AHEM
But the poor, homeless..
They need the money
They need help

Yet, there were many really nice people too =]
Minority of course
XP

Am really tired
But had fun
OOooooh yea, watched Twilight.
Edward's not that badlooking afterall..
Gaaaaaaaaaagagagaaaaaaaaaaagaaaaaaaaagaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh @-@

Personality quizzes

Rather See Camwhoring Pics?

Scroll alllllll the way doooowwwn =]
Cz these personality quizzes may make u puke as they made me kembang like hell
WAHAHHAHAA
Seriously.. I answered all the questions honestly =D
WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Personaliti Saye

Result: Rock Star

Passionate, vocal, hedonistic - you're a total "Behind the Music" episode waiting to happen.

You've got a great sense of adventure, which is wonderful. You've also got a positive attitude and you're fun to be around. The problem is, sometimes you tend to be a little self-centered. You might not notice when other people around you need attention. Keep that in check and you'll totally get a Grammy. Er, or maybe just a date.

What Kind of Girldfriend Are You?

Result: Dream Girl

You've got it all -- affection, a cool head, a positive attitude, and all that other

stuff that guys want their girlfriends to have.

You're light-hearted, fun, romantic and not too sleazy -- a great combination. When you start a relationship, there's a good chance the guy will totally fall for you, whether he intended to or not. Keep up the great attitude and you're sure to be a heartbreaker. (Please just try to be gentle.)

What's Your Sense Of Humour

Result: Juvenile

There's nothing funnier in the world than underpants and toilets. Thank you for realizing that.

"Juvenile" is the most universal form of humor. Little kids think it's funny, old people think it's funny. Intellectual people think it's funny, too, but they probably won't admit it. We're proud of you for being confident enough in your own intelligence to admit that farts make you giggle. Fart on, comrade.

Purity Test
(Just bcz I dont have a BF I'm pure,ooh, i mean, SQUEAKY CLEAN. HAHAHA!!)

Result: Squeaky Clean

Maybe one day, a couple years from now, you'll get up the nerve to hold someone's hand.

On the eSPIN Purity Scale (patent pending), you score 6 Purity Points out of 6. Which sounds great, right? Well, look at it this way -- there's nowhere to go but down. Do the best you can to keep the demons off your back -- we-re rooting for you.

Are You Hot or Coooool

Result: Cool

You take it real easy and never let the rough stuff get you down. And you're totally cool.

What makes you so cool? Well, it's the way you carry yourself -- totally laid-back, never over-heating (even in August). Your attitude is ice-cold and people are bound to gather around you to feel some of that cool breeze.

Extreme coolness comes with its fair share of problems. Like, you have to watch out for direct sunlight or you'll melt. But more than that, your cucumber-coolness might limit the amount of red-hot passion in your life. Remember to warm up a little bit if you feel yourself frosting over. And pass some of that coolness around! Some of us are overheating out here.

What Sexy are You

Result: Cool Sexy

You keep it real smooth, all James Bond-style. The suave, international hotties will love you.

You're sophisticated, mature, and you've got fairly expensive tastes. (And your personal hygiene? Outstanding.) Just be careful not to get too carried away. Big, bold romantic gestures are sexy and all, but there's something to be said for sharing a laugh or dancing in the rain. (As long as you're not wearing any suede.)

What's Wrong With You

Result: Too Friendly

You're very open with people, which is great, but sometimes those people are wearing brass knuckles, which is not great.

You tend to think that people are generally good at heart, and because of that, you're very trusting. People are drawn to your positive attitude and you tend to make friends easily. (You might also be a little vain, but hey, who could blame you? You're a good-looking individual, and you have a right to be a little cocky about it.)

So where could you go wrong? Well, if you're too friendly, you might not be on alert for those folks you really shouldn't trust. So try to use more caution when you meet new people. And quit trading gym socks with strangers. That's just plain gross.

How Hot Are You

Result: Uncomfortably Hot

90 degrees and humid. Um, in a sexy way.

Hanging out with you is like spending a day at the beach -- it's fun, exciting and inviting, and there's bound to be some good views. Plus, you're a crowd favorite -- there's a ton of people who like you and want to be with you. (If you haven't found all those people yet, be patient -- they're out there.)

Keep it up! With your great attitude and total hotness, you're bound to keep 'em coming back.

Are You a Good Girl?

Result: Good Girl

You're a perfect angel. (At least you say you are.) You're a good friend, you're concerned about your reputation, and you won't do anything that'll ruin your chances for a nice, normal future (you know, one that doesn't involve parole hearings).

But that doesn't mean you don't know to have fun. In fact, you're one cool chick and you love a good time with pals. Just be sure to keep watching yourself out there. Just 'cause you've been good up till now doesn't mean you won't slip up.

Shopping!!

Girls love shopping, Yes we do
But this time, it's the guy's turn =]
Xuan and I followed my dad to Metrojaya to buy work clothes.
Same old same old larh pa.
Refuse to try.. Ahem.. new "style"
So, we got the same bluueeee workclothes..
YAWN Still, had fun loads of fun =]
We wore the clothes and took pics!
WEEEEEEEE!!

I bought Cecelia Ahern's latest book
THE GIFT
AWESOME!

At home,
Xuan and I camwhored =D
Like DUUUH!!

HAHAHAHAHAH =D
That's all for now
Chao

Tear Trigger

Late at night
Sitting at a corner of my room
With nothing but a dim light over my head
Book in my hands
Eyes scanning through the pages at the speed of light
Unable to stop
Refused to
+Boink+
Hit on the head with a pillow
"TURN OFF THE LIGHT!!"
+Rolls eyes+
"Shut up and go back to sleep+
~Zzzzzzzzzzzzz~
Concentration back on the book
She......He....."I'm sorry blablablabla Love blablablaaaa BUT"
NOOOOOOOOOO!!!
+DripDrip+
Vision blurred
Get a grip
Eyes turning red
Get a grip
Tears started streaming down the side of the cheeks
Get a grip
BOOOHOOOO!!!
So sad XP

This always happens when I read NICHOLAS SPARKS' novels!!


He Rawks
There's no better author than him
My number one Idol in Romance writing XP
aaaaaaahh~~
Never fails to put me in tears

Read his books
Highly recommended to all
Including guys =D
SERIOUSLY!
I've made guys read his books before.
WEeeeeeee!!

Hunkalicious

Stars I love and adore lately For watching their movies, just recently Though I've like watched them loads of times before. Whocares... Lalalalalalalalalalaa SIGH

Robert Hoffman

He Dances crazy!! So damn cool.
Wanna do it just like him in Step Up 2
Or... That girl, whats her name again?

Oliver James
Weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
OLIVER JAMES!
He's so cute and RAWK on the Guit in Raise Your Voice
Omgawsh, what more can a girl ask for.

Channing Tatum
Not that goodlooking in this pic tho..
Too bad.
Better off without the furry jaw XP
He's soooo damn cute and hawt in She's The MAn
Guess I'm a total pushover for Breakdancers =D
(And musicians... yay me!)

Bryan Greenberg


Not the kind of guy everygal would go crazy over
But he's got his charms =D
Sssiiigggghhh~~~












That's all for now, Will keep you updated with my TV crushes XD

FREEDOM

Badadadaaaa!!
News just in
The year end examination of Form 4s is OVER!!!
2 more days of schooling
Then TOTAL FREEDOM BABY!!
Well, not total XP

Exam really sucked tho
Mental note: No more last minute studying >.<

Really glad.. =)
Weight lifted off my chest.
Back to PS2, TV, Computer, blablabla
could you believe that i actually did not spend more than an hour on computer this whole exam term?? that's like.. a miracle =)

FREEEEEEEEE

Gonna watch movie tomorrow!!

FREEEEEEEEE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOOOOORRR!!!
as if u read this XP

Flight of the Chonchords

HILARIOUS!
One might look Geeky
But they're awesome!

The Humans Are Dead




HipHopopotamus & Rhymenosaurus




Jenny





She's So Hot BOOM

Super cute yo mama jokes

CADBURY

Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
You could surf inside a chocolate tube
Ride your board across the wave forever
Get wiped out and never get a bruise
And if a shark came up and tried to bite you
You could say 'I'm chocolate - I invite you'
Wouldn't it be nice?

Lyrics for Part Two
Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
Chocolate roads and trees and birds and bees
Delivering all kinds of letters daily,
Every kind of purple parcel too.
And if the dog did try and grab a mouthful,
You could bite him back he'd taste delightful!
Wouldn't it be nice?


Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
You could be a soccer super star.
The referee would blow his chocolate whistle,
A shot a goal would even break the bar.
And if you scored the winner
You could have the cup for your dinner.
Wouldn't it be nice?


Lyrics for Part Four (July 2003)
Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
Riding in the car would be a tasty treat.
Changing gears would soon become a problem
Cadbury dairy milk is so good to eat
When you arrive at your destination,
You'll be greeted with an exclamation!
Wouldn't it be nice?

Penis Flower @@

Penis Flowers
Hehe.. That's not exactly what it is called.
IT's Arum Lilies XD
But it is described in one of the novels I just read that....
It is perfection and have veins like a man's penis @@
What a way to describe these B-E-A-UTIFUL LILIES!!

Idling away

EXAM's here amigos!
For those who had just finished your PMR, good for you!!
Sigh.. I've been idling my time away. TV, TV, TV Computer, Computer, TV, TV, and other stuff that i'd rather do than studying.

Form 4's exam's no big deeaaaaal =)
RIGHT! bigdealbigdealnobigdeal?
hehhehehe...
Still, every exam determines how much you've learnt that year.. Guess i've not learnt much this year..

Anyway, just had BM exams today. Paper 1 was ok. Paper 2 was HELL!! Looks like Satan set the papers this time >.< style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">Maka... maka.... maka" POOOI-ah maka. If I hear that one more time, I'd explode.. Maka.maka.maka.maka>.<

Tomorrow's Chemistry!! YAY!! Last chapter to study!! Gonna go sleep now!! and not wake up. muahahahhahahahaa

Tataz, muaks..

Old Poem/Lyric?

Found a few poems in my file, thanks to Sharlene.
Forgot why I wrote them, nor do I remember where and when I wrote them.
All I know is that it's this year =)
I'm gonna post one of them anyways
It's more like lyrics
Compose a song for me??
Enjoy??
Like, kinda emo though XD
I'm an emo gal!!


All I Need
When the lights fade away
When the clouds turn to grey
When darkness shadows upon my head
And all I can say is
Life is dead

When the fire loses its flare
When the world is out of air
When rain is flooding up my head
And all I can say is
Life is dead

When everything seems to be on mute
And to nincompoops we salute
When our hopes and dreams start to fade
And all I can say is
Life is dead

When the toughest wall tumbles
When the bravest heart crumbles
When I think that life is dead
With arms wide open
For me you wait (to be cont'd)











The flowers bloom again
And I'm number from my pain
When I realise that
All I need is you to keep me sane

The world seems like a bed
Of roses without thorns
When I realise that
All I need is you to lean on

How Dumb

Getting on
Overshadowed by a lie
A smile, half sincere
But still, people buy

Going through life
Putting on a perfect facade
No one understands
Beyond that masquerade

Feeling great?
Without a care in the world
To live or to die
Which would you prefer

Everything's alright
Is it not?
Unspoken Feelings
Am I a fraud?

Bottled up
Reluctant to let go
A grin, To show I'm fine
At least you'd think so
(How Dumb)

All the agony
I have gone through
The lack of solidity
All caused by you

Delusional I am
At least that's what you said
I doubt that's true
'Cause the pain still hasn't fade




Just writing for fun
Felt like writing
EMO FUN! XP
-LILY-

New Vocab??

Iiiiit's English Learning Time!! DADADA~
Hehe..
Need to buck up on my vocab.
No paper to scribble on.
Here goes.

Title.
Silent Assault, by Benjamin E. Miller


Pg 120/Para 9
At least you intend to use your mind. That's better than regurgitating asinine dogma and believing it's a sin to think.

Meaning/Explanation:-

Regurgitating:
re·gur·gi·tate /rɪˈgɜrdʒɪˌteɪt/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ri-gur-ji-teyt] - Show IPA Pronunciation
–verb, -tat·ed, -tat·ing. –verb (used without object)

1.	to surge or rush back, as liquids, gases, undigested food, etc.

–verb (used with object)

2.	to cause to surge or rush back; vomit.

3.	to give back or repeat, esp. something not fully understood or assimilated: to regurgitate the teacher's lectures on the exam.

Or, I found a better explanation--> verb
1.	pour or rush back; "The blood regurgitates into the heart ventricle"
2.	feed through the beak by regurgitating previously swallowed food; "many birds feed their young by regurgitating what they have swallowed and carried to the nest"
3.	repeat after memorization; "For the exam, you must be able to regurgitate the information"
4.	eject the contents of the stomach through the mouth; "After drinking too much, the students vomited"; "He purged continuously"; "The patient regurgitated the food we gave him last night" [syn: vomit] [ant: keep down]

Asinine:
as·i·nine /ˈæsəˌnaɪn/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[as-uh-nahyn] - Show IPA Pronunciation

–adjective

1.	foolish, unintelligent, or silly; stupid: It is surprising that supposedly intelligent people can make such asinine statements.

2.	of or like an ass: asinine obstinacy; asinine features

Dogma:
dog·ma /ˈdɔgmə, ˈdɒg-/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[dawg-muh, dog-]
–noun, plural -mas, -ma·ta /-mətə/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[-muh-tuh]

1.	a system of principles or tenets, as of a church.

2.	a specific tenet or doctrine authoritatively laid down, as by a church: the dogma of the Assumption.

3.	prescribed doctrine: political dogma.

4.	a settled or established opinion, belief, or principle.

After reading through the definitions of the words, I still have not a single idea what they mean. So, I seeked for my bro's assistance and this was what he had to say: "Rather than saying whatever u heard from someone else without thinking.Like speaking without any thoughts."
Agree? Disagree? No comments? =]

Hopefully, I helped enriched you vocabulary =D
Peace out.
xoxoxoxo

PS: There'll be more of this in the mere future. Just for the sake of reducing boredom. AND, lalala~ To help anyone who reads this pathetis thingy with their English loooooorh XD

BTW, just found out.
Peter (decrease) is a synonym of Reducing
And so are
-abase, abate, abridge, annihilate, bate, change, condense, conquer, contract, curb, curtail, cut, debase, decrease, defeat, degrade, demote, denigrate, deplete, depreciate, depress, diet, dilute, diminish, discount, downgrade, dwindle, emaciate, humble, humiliate, impair, lessen, level, lower, minify, minimize, overcome, pare, rebate, recede, scale, shorten, slash, slow, subdue, subject, subjugate, thin, trim, vanquish, weaken
-abridgement, conquest, declension, decrement, demotion, denigration, depreciation, diminution, lessening, minimization, mitigation, pejoration, reduction, subjugation
(shorten)-abbreviate, abridge, condense, curtail
(depreciate)-cheapen, depress, devaluate, devalue, downgrade, lower, mark down, write down
(decrease)-abate, diminish, drain, dwindle, ebb, lessen, let up, peter, rebate, tail away, taper

=D Happy reading... learning!!

School's computer

HAHA!! Using School's computer to go online for.. my first time?? I mean, I've been online with school's computer before, but not for MSN and blogging?!
Yea yea, whatever. chiaz

All I Ever

SKATEBOARDING RULES!!!






It'd be sweet to get my hands.. I mean feet on one of these babies.
Totally awesome Dude!







Uhmm.. Hoody =)

It's never too HOT to look COOL XP








H00D¡3.♂.hôOdy.
♀.HOODY.
.hoodee.♥.
H00D¡3.♂.
HOODY.↨.hôOdy.
h02d¥.h0oDy
.♥.hoodee.
ho2d¥.♀.hôOdy.







*CanVas Sh◘es *

YeaYea, I know..Nothing to go HYPER about.
But i ♥ canvas shoes XD















Surf's UP, dude!











Surfing's Friggin' cool.
Looks diff though =/
Aaaaah well..
Go get meself a surfdude

TOTALLY Awesome!










SNOWboarding

A little similar to
Skateboarding?
Just colder perhaps..

And feet strapped >.< Hell.. I totally wanna Snowboard

FLY ME TO the
MOUNTAINS!






GUITAR!!

The GUITAR PRO DUDE!





Yea, I know I already have.. 3
1 Classical,
1 Electric,
1 small classical that's meant for kids.

But... I can't play em properly =(
And OMG! I so want an acoustic XP







Bone Breakin' Dance!
Music frees my soul
Dancing.makes.me.whole



I can so do that freeze.
Baby freeze.
Whoop!






................................................................. Live life
fully
Take risks?
Baaaaah
I should prob have a bucket list
It'd be cool

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

.................................................................
This just something I'm doing out of boredom.. >.< Pfffffffftt