Sunset

I saw you walking off
without turning back
All I could hear
Were your fading footsteps
I saw you laughing
With your Friends
Wondering when you'd come back
Well, that depends

Reluctantly
I turned around
Reluctantly
I walked away
I could not
make a sound
Even though
I had a lot to say

I closed my eyes and
let out a sigh
I promised you that
I would not cry
That's a promise
I could not keep
'Cause thinking of your absence
makes me weep

I wanted
to be strong
but I could not
I told myself
that it was okay
But it was not

In my room
On my bed
by the window watching
the sun set
I thought that
I was fine
But along with the sun
I lost my shine


22/1/2008

People leave

Its already year 2008.
Probably the worst year ever for me up till now.
My bro's leaving next week,
My friend (HEng Li)'s leaving 3 weeks later,
My cousin (Yiyi)'s leaving maybe a few months later,
And my other cousin, (Sooli)'s also leaving this year...
Guess where they're all heading to...
YEa, The one country I love most (NOT malaysia),
The one country which I've been dreading to go,
The one country which I've been dreading to live in my whole life,
That country's..
Australia..(maybe not sooli)

Australia, it is like my Dream world, I have no idea why, but i've been wanting to live there since I can remember. And seriously, I HAVE NO IDEA WHY!! Maybe i just like to hang around "Angmoh's" XP Hahaha!!

But eversince my friends went over to Australia to study, I've been missing them, and I've been disliking Australia more..Don't get me wrong, I still wanna go there. But it took away so many people that i care about.

I don't want them to go. I've been lonely, but not in school where I have my friends, Sometimes, I just sit alone on my bed crying. It's pathetic and weak, i know, but I just can't help it. I really don't want them to go.

Imagine, I won't be seeing my bro during Chinese New YEar, It wouldn't be as fun. But i'll see him again as he's my brother, he's family. but what about a friend?

After Heng leaves, It'd be different during taekwondo lessons. What if.. WHAT IF, like his sibs, he stops coming for lessons eventhough he's back in Malaysia. There won't be anyone for our gang to chase around and tickle anymore... I may lose the mood to attend lessons. We all might. (Don't worry, for Sarah, Avy and syafiqah, I'll still go! u guys rawks)

What bout YiYijie and Sooli, Yea, they're family too and i'll definitely see them again, But i'll miss them dearly too.. DONT LEAVVEEE!! >.< T.T

I DON'T WANT EM TO GOO!!! NO WAY!!no no no nooo..

But like SOME ppl/cartoon says," you'll always be in my heart". SAme to all of you bloody friends and cousins who are leaving or that i miss soooooooo dearly!!!
PEACE OUT!

School -.-

What's life, people ask, if u can't live it happily.
Obviously we all wanna live happily right? And obviously thats not how school makes us feel

Maybe school's okay, but SCREW THE TEACHERS!! homework homework homework!! IS that the only word they have stored in their empty minds??!!!

SCREW EXAMS!!I mean, seriously, they stress us out soo much with "EXAMS". Telling us to score straight A's when the teachers are obviously not helping at all. And comparing our results with our friends. Lets say if u got 6A's and 1B. Some times parents or teachers or whoever would say "6A's ?! Why can't u get 7 like BlaBla?! You better improve horh!! Be Kiasu ABIT" Then slowly, eventually, the ones with bad grades calls all good-graders "sombong", and by that, good-graders get annoyed and the whole school splits into 2--The "Sombongs" and the "Sotongs".

SCREW EXTRA CLASSES!! No f-ing way their making us stay back in school. Even if it is just an extra half an hour, It's still our time they're taking.So many things I'd rather do within that half an hour's time than to stay in school, trying to stay awake to listen to the teacher's boring whatever. I'd rather stare at wallpapers.

Anyway pals, It's obvious that I'm NOT that happy with school. All the homeworks, assignments and staying backs. Especially when it is my first year with so many tuitions. So, I don't know what you guys think, I'm just giving my point of view. School's ain't that fun. Maybe it's a way you get to make great friends, but other than that, I'm against it.

Whatever larh, this is just a crappy yet great way to pass my time away rather than to do those crappy homeworks.
Gonna go do them now bah -.-

Chiaoz dude and dunettes!!
Love ya'll
Hugs and Kisses.