Rethink

Every year, My whole extended family (mum side) will have a reunion dinner together

more than once

i learn something new everytime.

But i learnt the most from the dinner i last went.

Dated: (uhhhm) Somewhere around Nov or Dec 2008

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Just had a great week over at KL and Sitiawan.

But while I was there with my family, I learnt alot. 
Life Lessons mostly.

How we should live our life, how we should not give in to "love" that easily, how people are not who they seem to be.
How much people pretend to be something they're not.

How choices of one affects another.

How their actions stab and scar another.
At the same time, I realise how hypocritical life, things and people can be, those people around us. And how much I'm against hypocriticsm, but yet being a hypocrite myself. 

I've always thought I wanted a boyfriend.. "HOW AWESOME!" I thought. Thanks to this trip, I've changed my mind. Growing a lil matured? Maybe?

I've learnt to appreciate my cousins more. My brother, my sister. How I should set an example for my sister, instead of her being the better cloned version of me XP (not likely!!!) 

How much I actually respect my brother, my dad, my uncle.
Uncle Jimmy, my late fourth uncle whom I've never met. 

They're the legends.

Legends of our life.

Legends of the lives of those they've met and the hearts they've touched.

They tolerate, and put on happy faces, eventhough, deep down inside.. deep deep down inside, they're hurting, they're bleeding.

Those who have wisened and are wise.

Those who give the best damn advices you'll ever get.

Out from the top of their head, not dug out from some self-help books.

Be like them. 

Just a half of them.

You'd be half the legend they are.
I'm proud.
Proud to be given the opportunity to get to know them, to get close to them, related or not.

In this life,

We have to appreciate those around,

Appreciate what we have,

Appreciate what is given,

Appreciate every word said,

Appreciate every priases given,

Appreciate every criticisms called,

Appreciate every achievement,

Appreciate every mistakes made,

Appreciate every moment we had,

Whether it is a moment of joy or sorrow,

Cz those things in life are what mould us into who we are,

Today and tomorrow.

Do not take things for granted, people, time.

We have to want what we have, not have what we want.

Notice your mistakes and put in the least bit effort to change yourself, to better yourself.

-Lily-

On The Road

I DROVE!!!!

I mean, yeah, motorbike, I drove it on the track.
And sorry to disappoint some of you but I DIDNT FALL!!!!
nenenebubu
I just accidentally accelerated when this guy (who was learning as well and didnt know any better than me as well) made me panic XP
Heheheheheeheheeeeeee

Then after that, En.Jalil let me drive the car
On the road
=]
First at Impian, some quite deserted place to practice my turns and gear shifting
Then after that he let me drive to my parents' clinic
WAAAAAAAAAHH!!!
AWESOME!!
I like so totally could not change lanes XP
hehehe
And, redlight's so not for me
so NOT for me
and lorries should be banned from the road..
HEheheehehe XP
I mean, what can I say?
They bring danger to the pedestrians as well as any other road users!
LAlalalalalala
Fine fine, My problem I guess.
That's all
Really tired =]
BUH BYE!!
Clutch, Brake, Uhm.. Whatsit? Accelerator?

Brake pedal at the passenger's seat
Awesome for the passengers whose drivers can't drive but insist on driving =]

HIV Donation

Went to CS today to collect HIV donation
=]
Went there at 12+++++
But started at 2.. UGH
Cz Lion havent gotten us the permission.
Then we were chased out.. to collect donation outside instead
Outside already, not enough
Pushed off further away
FINALLY
Lion Beryl got us the permission and we were sent to the CCTV ROOM
then we got a pass and headed to the entrances to collect
DAMN TIRING
collected about RM300+++ in total bah

All I got to say bout those people who just ignored us or shove us aside,
my impression on them
They SUCK!
I mean, its ok if u don't feel like donating,
I get it.. I'm like that sometimes XP
But at least say "no thank you"
or..
"I don't give an effin damn about the Aids/HIV victims cz they got themselves into it. So, thank you but no thanks"
=]
Maybe a wave, a shake of the head
a sign
BUT noooooooooooooooooo
It's as if we weren't there at all
"Oooooh, I can't see you, what's that I hear? Hmmm, it's just the wind perhaps"
There was one.. who, haha, i didnt get at all.
He was nodding his head as if saying "A'ite, no prob"
Yet he was walking away..while nodding.. Hmmmmmmm
Is nodding universally known for rejecting something?
Cz, that's not what i was taught

There was this Indian guy who donated but asked why was it donated to HIV victims and the to the poor
I agreed with him
He was right. Definitely
HIV victims does stuff that causes this.
The donation wouldn't help them anyways, They'd die, sooner or later.. AHEM
But the poor, homeless..
They need the money
They need help

Yet, there were many really nice people too =]
Minority of course
XP

Am really tired
But had fun
OOooooh yea, watched Twilight.
Edward's not that badlooking afterall..
Gaaaaaaaaaagagagaaaaaaaaaaagaaaaaaaaagaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh @-@