Time Flies...

Lazing around on the sofa. Feeling so tired. Suddenly, I just dozed off. By the time I opened my eye, 2 hours had passed. Then I thought: WOW!! Time FLies!

Just imagine. In jz a blink of an eye, I'm already 14 and I'll be 15 nx year. It's already 29th December 2006. I'll be Form3 in only 2 more days. It's only 15 years for me.. but what bout my grandparents? more than 70 years had passed. Or my great-grandmom who's still alive, She's already 98 years old. My baby cousin's already 5 nx year and I didn't even realize it. cos he's too darn cute!!

Time passes soo darn fast that even my brother's going off to Taylor's college in KL this coming Monday. It's so sad. From that day onwards, I'll have to be the boss of many things. What if something happened to the computer. Oh My gosh.. I will not be able to fix it. Unlike my bro, he always finds a way. unless it's hopeless, then he'll call someone to come and fix it. I'll have no one to wrestle with =P nor anyone to back me up when I quarrel with someone else. Nor anyone to scold me for doing something wrong (which is actually v annoying) but i'll definitely miss all those things. Everytime my mom or dad scold me, I would fight back. Then they would get real mad. MY brother's the one who taught me to be calm and keep my mouth shut. He was the one who taught me play couter strike though i totally suck and only played 3 times. he's the one who taught me how to play ping pong last time but i seriously can't do it anymore cos it's a long time since we played. He's the one who taught me hoe to kick properly other than my taekwondo sir. I can't think of any good points when I actually start thinking bout it. But to tell u the truth, There's tons of it. It's jz that my mind can't operate well.

All I want is for time to stop. Just for a while.An hour? A minute maybe? A second will be great as well. As long as It's long enough for me to take just one deep breath. In jz 3 more years, I'll be starting college.. And I have PMR this coming new year. That's why I dislike time. It flies and it kills!! Time's cruel doncha think so?? It doesn't care if some one's out there chased by a vicious animal. It doenst give a damn. " Why give him time to run away?? Jz let him be! Let him die. I don't give a damn!" What bout Steve Irwin? If he had more time to reach the hospital, he might have survive. I dunno what I'm bull shitting about. But I guess I'm desperate for more time!! My PMR's this year and i haven't studied form 1 and form2's subjects. School's starting and i havent finish my holiday work!! I guess all my time is wasted on the computer. Maybe it's not time's fault. It's my own. I'll have to learn to divide my time properly. Guess i suck at it huh..

Well, I don't have much to say. Good luck for all 2007 Pmrster and SPMster. SAM takers as well.. GOOD LUCK BRO!!!!!!