2007 ... 2008

First off, I just felt like blogging..But have NO idea what to post. So yea,I thought, why not... FLASHBACK!! Year 2007 + 2008!!!!

Haih~ How time flies..

New Year @ EDEN






Memories~


CNY 2007


CNY in Batu Pahat XD


Our "Limau" family


Trekking in FRIM


"Mt Kinabalu"


Stuck in FRIM, Trashing our bottles, Making STOMP music

Memories~


SPM Results

Had dinner to celebrate kor's REsults!!

Ain't this a huge pincer?! YUM!! Xd


Memories~


Taekwondo Comp.


+Shivers+ One of the scariest moments


Train! KICK!! Faster! Stay ALERT! +Ppffffft!!!+


My sis with her bronze medal
I DIDNT GET ONE!! T.T


Memories~


Sleepover In Jia Xin's House


Snacking on snackage--Smores, the fish stick thingy, cheese rings, Sparkling Ribena XD Hahaha~ That's the life!


We heard noises, thinking that JX's dad was coming to check on us and pretended to sleep XD Heeee, FYI, It was 5am


Memories~


GHOST!


You don't wanna know what my dad and I did to them


Hahaha!! Seriously



Memories~


Emily


It was her last year in M'Sia.. sobsob..


Memories~


Dominoes


Played Dominoes with Chern Jian's cousins XD
Ain't this cool!?
Wait, It IS called Dominoes right? hehe


Memories~


BLACK!!


I LUURRRVEEEEEEEEEEEE BLACK!!!



Memories~


Periuk Bakar


Paiseh horh XP


Memories~


My B'Day


Me, John and Jia Jun


Group pic after the "war"


TWISTA!!


+SPLAT+ Some dad

My Best Birthday ever! =]
Thanks guys, Love ya'll


Memories~


Neo's B'Day


Neo, Me and Yol


Washing the Garage (yeah,right)


Our favourite game.. Obviously XD


Memories~


Desaru


Found 2 Stranded Jellyfishes


Me, QF and Xuan


QF and I


L.O.V.E


Kick ME >.<


Memories~


YES Camp


Our Gang




Memories~


SG Science Centre


Heheheee..



Memories~


Rollerblading


Went roller blading with Fred, Just, Just, Ash, Yvonnr and Kelly at Sg Wang.


What happens if you don't know how to rollerblade..Huge eh? Ouch!!



Xmas In SG


taken from the Tinsel Ball from Takashimaya's Christmas Tree


Memories~


Xmas in KL




In City Harvest Church


Group W17




Memories~


CHC Singapore


In City Harvest, Singapore (EXPO



EXPO!


Memories~


2007 going on 2008



5 On the bed, 2 On the floor = TERROR man!!


(In CJ/Ling Mei/Uncle Jimmy/Aunty Beng Ee's House)

Kor holding Leo + Andrew with the "gun"


New Year DINNER XD Great food!
Homemade "The Lot" Burger + Steak + homemade bread + salad + xtra special sausages + Lamb leg + + + + + + XD waseh!!


Me and LEO


Kristy, ME, Andrew, Leo, and the others (cannot see their faces larh Xd)


Sooli, Xuan, Me and Kristy


Me, EngLi, Uncle Jimmy, SooLi


Kristy. me. Andrew

HAD LOADS OF FUN!!!
GREAT NEW YEAR
great ending to year 2007
Great beginning to another chapter, year 2008.


And the year starts all over again, only ending with different memories



When You think about it, time really flies.



It has been years since we've last swung on a swing
Swinging as high as we could
Not afraid of what will / might happen
Not caring, actually


In just a blink of an eye,
Everyone's grown,
Even the youngest person
The smallest member

If only every moment of the past,was caught by the camera,
recorded,
Forever it shall last.

Moments passes, time flies, years go by
but
Memories last forever.

So, welcome whatever it is to come with a smile stretched across your face,
filled with optimism =]
Pain or Joy, whatever it is

Because there will always be someone there for us
to share our miseries and joys together.




CNY 08 with dad's side family


Xuan, Me, Kor, CJ


My family, CJ's family





Maya, Julia, Me and Neo



Me and my sis


Come what may.....

Do you know what is love at first sight?!

This is :-

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~

Heheheee.
Can't believe he even look cute with specs XD


Eeeeeeeeeeeekk >.< !!!! XD
Cute cute cute cute cute!!!

You see,
I really really hate this eye..


What to dooo.... I'm born with a smaller eye.. T.T
To make it go away.. What should I do?
To make it dissapear... What should I do?
To make it unseen, invisible.. WHAT should I DO!?

The easiest solution XD

AARGH!

SO DAMN FRUSTRATED TODAY!! Started of GREAT!! But, no idea why, I am SO pissed off right now!!
Shouted at my sis,well, hate her tone, hate it that she made me wait for so long when I just wanted to show her a picture. JUST ONE PICTURE!! JUST A GLANCE!! IS THAT SOOO HARD?? Okay, okay, maybe 2 pictures.. but still.. ARGH!!

And, OMG, Addmaths is so damn difficult >.<
getting the hang of it though...
Nonono.. Actually, accounts is worse.. Much worse!
How am I gonna survive this year!?!?!?!? T.T

Stayed over in Ling Mei's house today
YEa, hahaha..
Din do much though,
ate a lot, thats what i recall..
...
supposed to send her off.
i miss her already...

Talked to Erjie trough the Phone
wanted to bring us out
But couldn't..

We had taekwondo lessons..
Thats why
thats why Xuan and I couldn't send LingMei off
Thats why we didn't go out with Er jie

Well,
Couldn't let Sarah and Avy down could we?
Hengli would usually be there,
but he ain't around anymore.
=/

I've been sulking,
asking why so many people I care about left
for their studies duh
Thinking, Why me?
That's a selfish thought..
very selfish..
"why me"?

If you think of it the other way round,
They are leaving everyone else behind..
Everything else
Going off alone
into a place so unfamiliar to them (for some)

But why have I been the one,
crying almost everyday for them
weak,
that's what i'd say
WEAK
I'm ThAT dumb
THAT stupid..
that weak..

Shut the hell up, i say to myself.
can I??
Stop thinking so much.
Does anyone?
What am I thinking?
What was I thinking?
What the hell am I trying to say right now?!
no idea..
No idea what's all this crap about
Don't bother..

Sorry, sorry for thinking that every bad thing is happening to me
While others got it much worse
Sorry for not thinking right
Do i ever?
DO I EVER?!
Do I?
don bother answering..

Sorry, sorry for missing the ppl who had left
sorry for not appreciating the ppl who are around me right now

crapping in the blog
how cool is that..
CRAP!!
blog? whats the use..
whatever.

Teardrops On My Guitar

Nice song Xd





[Verse 1:]
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see,
That I want and I'm needing, everything that we should be,
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about,
And she's got ev'rything that I have to live without...

Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's so funny,
But I can't even see anyone when he's with me,
He says he's so in love, he's fin'lly got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night...

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishin' on a wishin' star,
He's the song in the car I keep singin', don't know why I do...

[Verse 1:]

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be,
She better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky 'cause...

[Chorus]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishin' on a wishin' star,
He's the song in the car I keep singin', don't know why I do...

[Bridge:]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight...

[Chorus]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart,
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do...

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough,
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see...

Washed out

So damn Tired..
Chinese new year holidays?
Yea right..
I have homework, tons of them..
I have to make roses for the Valentines day dedication.. hundreds of them..
I have to memorise the script for Choral speaking..
Screw them!!

I want to sleep
I need my sleep
I crave for sleep
I thirst for sleep
Just a short nap..
Just a short nap..
Will do...

So many things happened today.
Don't know how to put them.
Dont know how to describe my day
All I know is that it was damn tiring
But I had alot of fun
Just got a new sister!!
Not blood laarhhh
hahaha
We laughed like hell
Went nuts, even towards teacher!! hahaha!!

Thats the way we are..
The way I am.
CRAZINESS AND WACKINESS
We RAWK!!
You know who you are!! XD
Muacks

People Leave

One of life's little ironies
Let them go

Today's not a happy day
Not a great day
Not one that i would be jumping around(though i did) and laugh like hell(i did too) about
Not one that I would like to think about but yet thought about
Just like a week ago

People leave
My bro left last week, Sunday
But the last time i met him was on Saturday morning around 7, readied to go to school to attend a camp
Can't deny it and don't want to, yea, I cried

People leave
Today, was the last time (for now) we'd see Heng
Although he's not leaving till 12th
But we dont have taekwondo lesson next week
So it's his last
Again, I won't deny it, yea, I cried. We cried
He didn't know
Don't think he will

People leave
on the 15th
Yiyi jie's leaving
Gonna miss her so
As much as i'd miss the others
I won't deny it again, I will cry

People Leave
Ling Mei(jie) left for Australia about a year ago or maybe half a year
I won't deny it, I cry about it sometimes
But I'm kinda used to the fact that she's in Australia

People leave
Chern Jian left yesterday
Didn't know till today
I won't deny it..
I didn't cry. XP

People leave
They do
But sooner or later
Before you know it
They're back
Well
Most of them
They will be back

All of them stated above, are leaving for Australia.
Yes, they left/are leaving
Yes, I cried for most of them or will cry
I've come to dislike Australia for stealing all the ones I care about from me, us
But to think about it
They'll come back with PLENTY OF CHOCOLATES!!!
LAlalallallala!!
Heheheee

See, I have cheered myself up!!
XD Greatness, Yess..
Peace out people.
If ever any of you leave.
Promise me,never shall we lose contact.
OKAY?!


Yiyi jie and Kor


SooLi, John


Heng

Too bad I don't have the pictures of all of them..

Sunset

I saw you walking off
without turning back
All I could hear
Were your fading footsteps
I saw you laughing
With your Friends
Wondering when you'd come back
Well, that depends

Reluctantly
I turned around
Reluctantly
I walked away
I could not
make a sound
Even though
I had a lot to say

I closed my eyes and
let out a sigh
I promised you that
I would not cry
That's a promise
I could not keep
'Cause thinking of your absence
makes me weep

I wanted
to be strong
but I could not
I told myself
that it was okay
But it was not

In my room
On my bed
by the window watching
the sun set
I thought that
I was fine
But along with the sun
I lost my shine


22/1/2008

People leave

Its already year 2008.
Probably the worst year ever for me up till now.
My bro's leaving next week,
My friend (HEng Li)'s leaving 3 weeks later,
My cousin (Yiyi)'s leaving maybe a few months later,
And my other cousin, (Sooli)'s also leaving this year...
Guess where they're all heading to...
YEa, The one country I love most (NOT malaysia),
The one country which I've been dreading to go,
The one country which I've been dreading to live in my whole life,
That country's..
Australia..(maybe not sooli)

Australia, it is like my Dream world, I have no idea why, but i've been wanting to live there since I can remember. And seriously, I HAVE NO IDEA WHY!! Maybe i just like to hang around "Angmoh's" XP Hahaha!!

But eversince my friends went over to Australia to study, I've been missing them, and I've been disliking Australia more..Don't get me wrong, I still wanna go there. But it took away so many people that i care about.

I don't want them to go. I've been lonely, but not in school where I have my friends, Sometimes, I just sit alone on my bed crying. It's pathetic and weak, i know, but I just can't help it. I really don't want them to go.

Imagine, I won't be seeing my bro during Chinese New YEar, It wouldn't be as fun. But i'll see him again as he's my brother, he's family. but what about a friend?

After Heng leaves, It'd be different during taekwondo lessons. What if.. WHAT IF, like his sibs, he stops coming for lessons eventhough he's back in Malaysia. There won't be anyone for our gang to chase around and tickle anymore... I may lose the mood to attend lessons. We all might. (Don't worry, for Sarah, Avy and syafiqah, I'll still go! u guys rawks)

What bout YiYijie and Sooli, Yea, they're family too and i'll definitely see them again, But i'll miss them dearly too.. DONT LEAVVEEE!! >.< T.T

I DON'T WANT EM TO GOO!!! NO WAY!!no no no nooo..

But like SOME ppl/cartoon says," you'll always be in my heart". SAme to all of you bloody friends and cousins who are leaving or that i miss soooooooo dearly!!!
PEACE OUT!

School -.-

What's life, people ask, if u can't live it happily.
Obviously we all wanna live happily right? And obviously thats not how school makes us feel

Maybe school's okay, but SCREW THE TEACHERS!! homework homework homework!! IS that the only word they have stored in their empty minds??!!!

SCREW EXAMS!!I mean, seriously, they stress us out soo much with "EXAMS". Telling us to score straight A's when the teachers are obviously not helping at all. And comparing our results with our friends. Lets say if u got 6A's and 1B. Some times parents or teachers or whoever would say "6A's ?! Why can't u get 7 like BlaBla?! You better improve horh!! Be Kiasu ABIT" Then slowly, eventually, the ones with bad grades calls all good-graders "sombong", and by that, good-graders get annoyed and the whole school splits into 2--The "Sombongs" and the "Sotongs".

SCREW EXTRA CLASSES!! No f-ing way their making us stay back in school. Even if it is just an extra half an hour, It's still our time they're taking.So many things I'd rather do within that half an hour's time than to stay in school, trying to stay awake to listen to the teacher's boring whatever. I'd rather stare at wallpapers.

Anyway pals, It's obvious that I'm NOT that happy with school. All the homeworks, assignments and staying backs. Especially when it is my first year with so many tuitions. So, I don't know what you guys think, I'm just giving my point of view. School's ain't that fun. Maybe it's a way you get to make great friends, but other than that, I'm against it.

Whatever larh, this is just a crappy yet great way to pass my time away rather than to do those crappy homeworks.
Gonna go do them now bah -.-

Chiaoz dude and dunettes!!
Love ya'll
Hugs and Kisses.

Roller Blade

Hey hey!!
It's been long time since i've posted anything.. And to all those ppl who always comes to my blog and expects something new but always leaving dissapointed, I'm so sorry. Though i don't think many people come XP
Anyway, I went to this camp organized by the LION club, it's called the YES camp in selangor. Then i've met up with many new friends, great people =) After the camp, I went to KL, coincidentally, most of the closer friends(Khai Xiang, Chee Wai, Frederick,Justin, Ashley, Chew) i met from the camp was in KL XD I mean, ain't that great news?!?!?!
So, we hung out yesterday in 1U. It was just... uhm, okay.. Because not many of them were there. I brought a whole gang of cousins with me XP But we splitted up, DUH!! the gang was way too big. We watched NATIONAL TREASURE and made my cousin (Ching) sit with Chee Wai XD Kekekek, FYI, We matchmade them together.. HAHAHA!! they were both, like, blushing XD
I've had a great time ytday, But i enjoyed more today.
We went to Sg wang. Justin, Kelly and Yvonne also came XD GREAT!! Anyway, Our gang was even more bigger then, so we splitted again. I followed my friends instead of cousins of course, because i see my cousin so often XD
Anyway, we were bored of shopping because Sg Wang is soooo damn confusing. It's like a maze!!! HEADACHE ARH!! So, Since Fred wanted to go check out the Skating ring, All of us went there and decided to go rollerblading.. AWH MAN!! it so RAWKED!! Though i sucked at it, and fel many times, but i kinda got the hang of it.. KINDA
We fell on each other so many times But Fred and Justin (orange juice) was a load of help...
I don't really noe how to story the whole thing.. I tried to teach yvonne, kelly and ashley to rollerblade, They ended up falling loads of time but then i guess they kinda got the hang of it d larh.. XP i'm not so sure..
At one point, i was loss my balance and held on to Justin(Voon). Then i slipped and accidentally pulled him down with me.. Then we fell flat on our back, Well, actually i hurt me ass... Coudnt stand for a while there. Anyway, eversince that fall, The others go tease Justin and me -.- People fall down still wanna tease us.. So evil T.T some friends.. XP
Haiyah, I'm really tired from all the skating.. I have a huge bruise on my knee right now and it hurts. My eyes are closing and I don't really have the mood to type anymore since my mind can't process properly at the mean time.. So, I'd better b off. Gotta get up early tomorrow to laze around on the couch!! XD goodnight!!!
IN A NUTSHELL:-> I may b really tired right now but i have had alot of fun today. Glad to b able to hang out with them =) To The ppl who hung out at sg wang with us today, I LUV YA'LL and really miss all of u right now...
CHiao! Au revoir~

Time Flies...

Lazing around on the sofa. Feeling so tired. Suddenly, I just dozed off. By the time I opened my eye, 2 hours had passed. Then I thought: WOW!! Time FLies!

Just imagine. In jz a blink of an eye, I'm already 14 and I'll be 15 nx year. It's already 29th December 2006. I'll be Form3 in only 2 more days. It's only 15 years for me.. but what bout my grandparents? more than 70 years had passed. Or my great-grandmom who's still alive, She's already 98 years old. My baby cousin's already 5 nx year and I didn't even realize it. cos he's too darn cute!!

Time passes soo darn fast that even my brother's going off to Taylor's college in KL this coming Monday. It's so sad. From that day onwards, I'll have to be the boss of many things. What if something happened to the computer. Oh My gosh.. I will not be able to fix it. Unlike my bro, he always finds a way. unless it's hopeless, then he'll call someone to come and fix it. I'll have no one to wrestle with =P nor anyone to back me up when I quarrel with someone else. Nor anyone to scold me for doing something wrong (which is actually v annoying) but i'll definitely miss all those things. Everytime my mom or dad scold me, I would fight back. Then they would get real mad. MY brother's the one who taught me to be calm and keep my mouth shut. He was the one who taught me play couter strike though i totally suck and only played 3 times. he's the one who taught me how to play ping pong last time but i seriously can't do it anymore cos it's a long time since we played. He's the one who taught me hoe to kick properly other than my taekwondo sir. I can't think of any good points when I actually start thinking bout it. But to tell u the truth, There's tons of it. It's jz that my mind can't operate well.

All I want is for time to stop. Just for a while.An hour? A minute maybe? A second will be great as well. As long as It's long enough for me to take just one deep breath. In jz 3 more years, I'll be starting college.. And I have PMR this coming new year. That's why I dislike time. It flies and it kills!! Time's cruel doncha think so?? It doesn't care if some one's out there chased by a vicious animal. It doenst give a damn. " Why give him time to run away?? Jz let him be! Let him die. I don't give a damn!" What bout Steve Irwin? If he had more time to reach the hospital, he might have survive. I dunno what I'm bull shitting about. But I guess I'm desperate for more time!! My PMR's this year and i haven't studied form 1 and form2's subjects. School's starting and i havent finish my holiday work!! I guess all my time is wasted on the computer. Maybe it's not time's fault. It's my own. I'll have to learn to divide my time properly. Guess i suck at it huh..

Well, I don't have much to say. Good luck for all 2007 Pmrster and SPMster. SAM takers as well.. GOOD LUCK BRO!!!!!!

A whole day in CS with my YLP friends!!!

Sunday 3rd December 2006


We had an outing in CS. By "we" I meant All the Youth Leadership Program friends. But too bad only half of them came >> Lynette, Joon Jun, Wendy, Adam, Mian Jie, Mj, Sing Hong, Jolyn, Yong Sheng, Jia Yi, You Jun, Julian and WenJie. I'm sory if I missed out any of your names k.

So anyway, Lynette's parents fetched me to CS . We waited for the others at mcdonalds. When Adam and Wendy arrived, we sat down in Mcdonalds. And everyone made fun of me and Adam coz I was sitting bside him -.- ... They were like "wow.. Its like fate" .... Anyway, we waited at Mcdonalds and chat until it was like..erm.. about.. 1 or 2. I started to throw ice at them..hehehe.. Then MJ said that he will be late. So we decided to get the movie ticket then play bowling.

They actually wanted to watch "one miss call". Lynette, Jul, Wen Jie and I objected!! CANNOT!! NEVER MAN!! So we bought tickets for “The Host” lorh. Since got nth better to watch.. Then we went to Komtar to play bowling. Wendy and I kept calling Mian Jie “Mian Mian kor kor” wahahah!!. It turned out that the bowling alley was “FOR SALE”. I think that it’s been closed for a long time d lar.

Anyway, We didn’t really do much. We went to the arcade. Adam ditched us with some of his friends. We played Photo hunt. The pictures there are all so uugh.. All girls. Like for perverts!! 5 of us, Lyn, Jun, Wendy, Sing Hong and I played that game and we finished it.. Then I played some shooting game with Wendy. I play until all my tokens are gone. Then I played another shooting game with Yong Sheng. I kept on dying and he kept on telling me to take his tokens because he did not want to play alone. I wanted to return him the money but he said “No, No, Never mind. This proves that. YOU SUCK AT THAT GAME!!! WAHAHA!!” Ok.. I don’t know what he said. But that’s about it. Then I raced Daytona with Wendy. Damn It LAR!! I lose to her by one second. I was actually taking the lead when she suddenly cut across then the game ended straight away!!

Then we ate at Vivo’s. Took many many pictures. Eat lo.. eat and eat and eat..After eating, we went to the cinema. Adam bought popcorn for us… wahaha.. qing us lorh~~ earlier on dun wanna belanja us for pizza.. -.- ANW, I wasted all his money larh… coz we had a popcorn war.. started by yours truly~~ heheheh. Lyn did the dumbest thing (coz she din know) She switched place with me coz Wendy was sharing the popcorn with me. So she sat in between me and Adam. Beside Adam was Yong Sheng and Jun. Jun and I had the popcorn fight and Lyn was my “fort” while Yong Sheng was Jun’s “fort”.. Adam….. kena most of the popcorns…heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ Once again, sorry guys.. =P.

At the end of the show, Lyn, Adam and Yong Sheng’s shirt were all covered with popcorn. Jun and I were free from popcorns..heheheh. Adam is the most unlucky one coz I poured a whole packet of popcorn on him..hehehhehe. What to do.. The show was kinda boring. So I did it to “perk” things up..hehehhee =]
After that we jz chat….Wendy and I played the scissors paper stone game. Whoever loses will get beaten…that game.. Then I played with Jun.. Althought he only hit me twice. My hand was already red.. It’s painful, yet fun. Sing Hong was extremely quiet. He only spoke with Jolyn and Mian Jie. Dunno y lar..

Jun called Lyn aunty and MJ didn't back her up. Lyn suddenly pulled me and drag me all the way to the first floor. She walked super fast leaving everyone behind.. while dragging me. Then I asked her whats wrong lor.. dunno how to explain. When we reach the first floor, Mcdonalds. Everyone asked me what happened. I only told the girls that Lyn was angry but she was jz kidding and she wants Jun to b embarrassed. Hahahaha..

At first Lyn wanted Jun to dance ballet for 2 minutes. Then she shorten it to 15 secs. Finally, I convinced her to tell him to do sth easier like.. Kneel down b4 her and beg for forgiveness. WAAHAHAHA!! I know that that’s one tough thing to do also but.. Aih. It’s better than dancing ballet. I told Jun the 2 choices and he suddenly walked away. Lyn chased after him. When they came back. Lyn had a flower in her hand.. with FERRERO ROCHE!!! Wow.. nvr see such thing b4. But that was really sweet. Jun did take that seriously. (Lyn, don’t do that again k. U scared the hell out of so many ppl.)

I think after that we went to Mcdonalds..again. jz to sit around. Then Jun ask us if we had any gf or bf. Everyone's single at the moment except MJ. Oh yar.. And I nvr had one. so I don't think that i'm included.

Anw, we went to eat sushi king for dinner…. Mmmmmmmmm… Then Jun asked a stranger to help us to take group pic for us.. I sat Adam and Wendy’s car home. Their dad thought that I was 17 YEARS OLD!!!! Then when I spoke chinese, Adam keep on saying “ Don’t speak Chinese lar. You speak until so weird one.” Aaaaaaaaah… so bad! Then I punched him.. =P Then he hit my head…….. -.-

Haih.. so sad. One whole day jz flew pass like that. I miss all of you already. Hope to see all of u again sometime ok. As soon as possible~~ I know that it’s only been a week since all of us knew each other, but I felt that I’ve known all of u for a long time. No idea y. C u guys again sometime yeah? Luv ya! Miss ya’ll~