Tear Trigger

Late at night
Sitting at a corner of my room
With nothing but a dim light over my head
Book in my hands
Eyes scanning through the pages at the speed of light
Unable to stop
Refused to
+Boink+
Hit on the head with a pillow
"TURN OFF THE LIGHT!!"
+Rolls eyes+
"Shut up and go back to sleep+
~Zzzzzzzzzzzzz~
Concentration back on the book
She......He....."I'm sorry blablablabla Love blablablaaaa BUT"
NOOOOOOOOOO!!!
+DripDrip+
Vision blurred
Get a grip
Eyes turning red
Get a grip
Tears started streaming down the side of the cheeks
Get a grip
BOOOHOOOO!!!
So sad XP

This always happens when I read NICHOLAS SPARKS' novels!!


He Rawks
There's no better author than him
My number one Idol in Romance writing XP
aaaaaaahh~~
Never fails to put me in tears

Read his books
Highly recommended to all
Including guys =D
SERIOUSLY!
I've made guys read his books before.
WEeeeeeee!!

Hunkalicious

Stars I love and adore lately For watching their movies, just recently Though I've like watched them loads of times before. Whocares... Lalalalalalalalalalaa SIGH

Robert Hoffman

He Dances crazy!! So damn cool.
Wanna do it just like him in Step Up 2
Or... That girl, whats her name again?

Oliver James
Weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
OLIVER JAMES!
He's so cute and RAWK on the Guit in Raise Your Voice
Omgawsh, what more can a girl ask for.

Channing Tatum
Not that goodlooking in this pic tho..
Too bad.
Better off without the furry jaw XP
He's soooo damn cute and hawt in She's The MAn
Guess I'm a total pushover for Breakdancers =D
(And musicians... yay me!)

Bryan Greenberg


Not the kind of guy everygal would go crazy over
But he's got his charms =D
Sssiiigggghhh~~~












That's all for now, Will keep you updated with my TV crushes XD

FREEDOM

Badadadaaaa!!
News just in
The year end examination of Form 4s is OVER!!!
2 more days of schooling
Then TOTAL FREEDOM BABY!!
Well, not total XP

Exam really sucked tho
Mental note: No more last minute studying >.<

Really glad.. =)
Weight lifted off my chest.
Back to PS2, TV, Computer, blablabla
could you believe that i actually did not spend more than an hour on computer this whole exam term?? that's like.. a miracle =)

FREEEEEEEEE

Gonna watch movie tomorrow!!

FREEEEEEEEE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOOOOORRR!!!
as if u read this XP

Flight of the Chonchords

HILARIOUS!
One might look Geeky
But they're awesome!

The Humans Are Dead




HipHopopotamus & Rhymenosaurus




Jenny





She's So Hot BOOM

Super cute yo mama jokes

CADBURY

Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
You could surf inside a chocolate tube
Ride your board across the wave forever
Get wiped out and never get a bruise
And if a shark came up and tried to bite you
You could say 'I'm chocolate - I invite you'
Wouldn't it be nice?

Lyrics for Part Two
Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
Chocolate roads and trees and birds and bees
Delivering all kinds of letters daily,
Every kind of purple parcel too.
And if the dog did try and grab a mouthful,
You could bite him back he'd taste delightful!
Wouldn't it be nice?


Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
You could be a soccer super star.
The referee would blow his chocolate whistle,
A shot a goal would even break the bar.
And if you scored the winner
You could have the cup for your dinner.
Wouldn't it be nice?


Lyrics for Part Four (July 2003)
Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
Riding in the car would be a tasty treat.
Changing gears would soon become a problem
Cadbury dairy milk is so good to eat
When you arrive at your destination,
You'll be greeted with an exclamation!
Wouldn't it be nice?

Penis Flower @@

Penis Flowers
Hehe.. That's not exactly what it is called.
IT's Arum Lilies XD
But it is described in one of the novels I just read that....
It is perfection and have veins like a man's penis @@
What a way to describe these B-E-A-UTIFUL LILIES!!

Idling away

EXAM's here amigos!
For those who had just finished your PMR, good for you!!
Sigh.. I've been idling my time away. TV, TV, TV Computer, Computer, TV, TV, and other stuff that i'd rather do than studying.

Form 4's exam's no big deeaaaaal =)
RIGHT! bigdealbigdealnobigdeal?
hehhehehe...
Still, every exam determines how much you've learnt that year.. Guess i've not learnt much this year..

Anyway, just had BM exams today. Paper 1 was ok. Paper 2 was HELL!! Looks like Satan set the papers this time >.< style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">Maka... maka.... maka" POOOI-ah maka. If I hear that one more time, I'd explode.. Maka.maka.maka.maka>.<

Tomorrow's Chemistry!! YAY!! Last chapter to study!! Gonna go sleep now!! and not wake up. muahahahhahahahaa

Tataz, muaks..

Old Poem/Lyric?

Found a few poems in my file, thanks to Sharlene.
Forgot why I wrote them, nor do I remember where and when I wrote them.
All I know is that it's this year =)
I'm gonna post one of them anyways
It's more like lyrics
Compose a song for me??
Enjoy??
Like, kinda emo though XD
I'm an emo gal!!


All I Need
When the lights fade away
When the clouds turn to grey
When darkness shadows upon my head
And all I can say is
Life is dead

When the fire loses its flare
When the world is out of air
When rain is flooding up my head
And all I can say is
Life is dead

When everything seems to be on mute
And to nincompoops we salute
When our hopes and dreams start to fade
And all I can say is
Life is dead

When the toughest wall tumbles
When the bravest heart crumbles
When I think that life is dead
With arms wide open
For me you wait (to be cont'd)











The flowers bloom again
And I'm number from my pain
When I realise that
All I need is you to keep me sane

The world seems like a bed
Of roses without thorns
When I realise that
All I need is you to lean on

How Dumb

Getting on
Overshadowed by a lie
A smile, half sincere
But still, people buy

Going through life
Putting on a perfect facade
No one understands
Beyond that masquerade

Feeling great?
Without a care in the world
To live or to die
Which would you prefer

Everything's alright
Is it not?
Unspoken Feelings
Am I a fraud?

Bottled up
Reluctant to let go
A grin, To show I'm fine
At least you'd think so
(How Dumb)

All the agony
I have gone through
The lack of solidity
All caused by you

Delusional I am
At least that's what you said
I doubt that's true
'Cause the pain still hasn't fade




Just writing for fun
Felt like writing
EMO FUN! XP
-LILY-

New Vocab??

Iiiiit's English Learning Time!! DADADA~
Hehe..
Need to buck up on my vocab.
No paper to scribble on.
Here goes.

Title.
Silent Assault, by Benjamin E. Miller


Pg 120/Para 9
At least you intend to use your mind. That's better than regurgitating asinine dogma and believing it's a sin to think.

Meaning/Explanation:-

Regurgitating:
re·gur·gi·tate /rɪˈgɜrdʒɪˌteɪt/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ri-gur-ji-teyt] - Show IPA Pronunciation
–verb, -tat·ed, -tat·ing. –verb (used without object)

1.	to surge or rush back, as liquids, gases, undigested food, etc.

–verb (used with object)

2.	to cause to surge or rush back; vomit.

3.	to give back or repeat, esp. something not fully understood or assimilated: to regurgitate the teacher's lectures on the exam.

Or, I found a better explanation--> verb
1.	pour or rush back; "The blood regurgitates into the heart ventricle"
2.	feed through the beak by regurgitating previously swallowed food; "many birds feed their young by regurgitating what they have swallowed and carried to the nest"
3.	repeat after memorization; "For the exam, you must be able to regurgitate the information"
4.	eject the contents of the stomach through the mouth; "After drinking too much, the students vomited"; "He purged continuously"; "The patient regurgitated the food we gave him last night" [syn: vomit] [ant: keep down]

Asinine:
as·i·nine /ˈæsəˌnaɪn/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[as-uh-nahyn] - Show IPA Pronunciation

–adjective

1.	foolish, unintelligent, or silly; stupid: It is surprising that supposedly intelligent people can make such asinine statements.

2.	of or like an ass: asinine obstinacy; asinine features

Dogma:
dog·ma /ˈdɔgmə, ˈdɒg-/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[dawg-muh, dog-]
–noun, plural -mas, -ma·ta /-mətə/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[-muh-tuh]

1.	a system of principles or tenets, as of a church.

2.	a specific tenet or doctrine authoritatively laid down, as by a church: the dogma of the Assumption.

3.	prescribed doctrine: political dogma.

4.	a settled or established opinion, belief, or principle.

After reading through the definitions of the words, I still have not a single idea what they mean. So, I seeked for my bro's assistance and this was what he had to say: "Rather than saying whatever u heard from someone else without thinking.Like speaking without any thoughts."
Agree? Disagree? No comments? =]

Hopefully, I helped enriched you vocabulary =D
Peace out.
xoxoxoxo

PS: There'll be more of this in the mere future. Just for the sake of reducing boredom. AND, lalala~ To help anyone who reads this pathetis thingy with their English loooooorh XD

BTW, just found out.
Peter (decrease) is a synonym of Reducing
And so are
-abase, abate, abridge, annihilate, bate, change, condense, conquer, contract, curb, curtail, cut, debase, decrease, defeat, degrade, demote, denigrate, deplete, depreciate, depress, diet, dilute, diminish, discount, downgrade, dwindle, emaciate, humble, humiliate, impair, lessen, level, lower, minify, minimize, overcome, pare, rebate, recede, scale, shorten, slash, slow, subdue, subject, subjugate, thin, trim, vanquish, weaken
-abridgement, conquest, declension, decrement, demotion, denigration, depreciation, diminution, lessening, minimization, mitigation, pejoration, reduction, subjugation
(shorten)-abbreviate, abridge, condense, curtail
(depreciate)-cheapen, depress, devaluate, devalue, downgrade, lower, mark down, write down
(decrease)-abate, diminish, drain, dwindle, ebb, lessen, let up, peter, rebate, tail away, taper

=D Happy reading... learning!!

School's computer

HAHA!! Using School's computer to go online for.. my first time?? I mean, I've been online with school's computer before, but not for MSN and blogging?!
Yea yea, whatever. chiaz

All I Ever

SKATEBOARDING RULES!!!






It'd be sweet to get my hands.. I mean feet on one of these babies.
Totally awesome Dude!







Uhmm.. Hoody =)

It's never too HOT to look COOL XP








H00D¡3.♂.hôOdy.
♀.HOODY.
.hoodee.♥.
H00D¡3.♂.
HOODY.↨.hôOdy.
h02d¥.h0oDy
.♥.hoodee.
ho2d¥.♀.hôOdy.







*CanVas Sh◘es *

YeaYea, I know..Nothing to go HYPER about.
But i ♥ canvas shoes XD















Surf's UP, dude!











Surfing's Friggin' cool.
Looks diff though =/
Aaaaah well..
Go get meself a surfdude

TOTALLY Awesome!










SNOWboarding

A little similar to
Skateboarding?
Just colder perhaps..

And feet strapped >.< Hell.. I totally wanna Snowboard

FLY ME TO the
MOUNTAINS!






GUITAR!!

The GUITAR PRO DUDE!





Yea, I know I already have.. 3
1 Classical,
1 Electric,
1 small classical that's meant for kids.

But... I can't play em properly =(
And OMG! I so want an acoustic XP







Bone Breakin' Dance!
Music frees my soul
Dancing.makes.me.whole



I can so do that freeze.
Baby freeze.
Whoop!






................................................................. Live life
fully
Take risks?
Baaaaah
I should prob have a bucket list
It'd be cool

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

.................................................................
This just something I'm doing out of boredom.. >.< Pfffffffftt

Tagged?

Tagged by Yol

Rules:1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 4.48pm

Name: Sia Huan Li
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 6
Height: 1.62 >.<
Where do you live: Earth
Favourite drinks: Ice Blended
Favourite breakfast: MEE REBUS
Have you ever been on a plane: yes.
Swam in the ocean: yes? Define ocean? if like Pacific ocean then. no
Fallen asleep in school: That's me
Broken someone's heart: How would I know
Fell off your chair: Dozed off XD and some other reasons
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: No. I have better things to do?
Saved e-mails: yup
What is your room like: Uhm. MESSY!
What's right beside you: MESS
What is the last thing you ate: Starfruit
Ever had chicken pox: When I was 2
Sore throat: duh.
Stitches: no.
Broken nose: what?
Do you believe in love at first sight: sometimes
Like picnics:Uhuh
Who was the last person you danced with: In the gym with loads of other people
Last made you smile: Someone I was chatting with
You last yelled at: My sis I guess

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Uhm.Only family members today.
Kissed anyone: Is puppy counted?
Get sick: Yea, sick of being stuck at home.
Talked to an ex: Ex-what?
Miss someone: Never stopped

Best feeling in the world: happiness
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: I duno.Slept on them maybe? Sometimes I send mine flying across the room without knowing it.
Who do you really hate: REALLY hate? no one i guess.
What time is it now: 4.55pm

Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: The dog that's barking like crazy
Q: Do you have any siblings: Didnt I answer this already?
Q: Do you want children: Duh
Q: Do you smile often: Uhm, sure.
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: NO!
Q: Are your toenails painted: nope.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Uh. I'd sleep anywhere.
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: Black
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: Out
Q: I can't wait till: I finish this thingy.
Q: When did you cry last: Just. Got emotional from reading.
Q: Are you a friendly person: I guess.
Q: Do you have any pets: 12 dogs, 2 tortoise and fishes for now.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: er...who is the person i have feelings for right now? Xp
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? : Uhm? Would it be wrong if holding my cousin's hand mean something?
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Totally
What are you doing right now? : Apart from this? Scratching my face
Have you ever crawled through a window?: when i was youngER.
Can you handle the truth? : Truth bout?
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Dad I guess.
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : Engli, Xuan and my mom. Was watching the Notebook
How many people can you say you've really loved?: I currently lost the ability to count XD
Do you eat healthy? : Hehee. Define eating healthily. Eating happily of yuckily?
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: Ex-what?
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Sure.
How often do you go to church?: Its as if I don't go at all.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : My softtoy doggie
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : loud
Are you confident? : Sometimes

no.5 things I was doing 10 years ago..(1998):
-wrestling with my sibs.. great times
-last year of kindergarten
-losing my temper
-wishing to grow taller than my kor XD
-doing what kids should do.

5 things on my to-do list today:
-eat
-sleep
-finish my hol homework(as if)
-watch tv
-more online-ing
4 done, 1 more to go!!

5 snacks I enjoy:
-skittles
-cadbury
-mars
-Murruku
-Potato chips.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
-charity
-buy meself a skateboard?
-travel around the world
-Give the homeless' homes
-uhm. Build a themepark XD

5 of my bad habits:
-too much online-ing
-the love of pocrastination
-eat too much
-working last minute
-sleeping too much in school/classes

5 places I have lived in :
-in Tmn Pelangi till 5years old
-here eversince
-school? we practically live in school ryte?
-Malaysia?
-my.. room?

5 jobs I’ve had:
-Student
-Prefect
-Professional slacker
-bla
-bleee

5 people i tag.(if u even read this)
-ER ER
-Jaslyn?
-KOR?
-chuin yin?????
- Yollie !! XD just kiddin wtv larh XD

Random

Man, This sucks.
Form 4's really tough. Apart from the really great friends and teachers, I don't enjoy it AT ALL! Been so Freaking Hectic. WORK WORK WORK WORK! Wells, as if I done any during the past few weeks. I've been extremely disappointed in myself. Slacking around. UGH! At least I started doing SOME of my homework yesterday, and the day before~ Hehehehe.

And I'm really proud to say that I have finished 2 novels within these 2 days, which I JUST bought. I was like a Novel Zombie. That's how I was, how I am and how I'll always be. Once engrossed, forever engrossed. Well, at least until the story goes "The End" or "To Be Continued". I always have this bittersweet feeling when I finish a book. Weird XP It's like. "Hooray! I've finished it!" at the same time, "Damn it.. I wished it was thicker.." I've just been reading romance, romance, ROMANCE and MORE romance... OH MY GAWSH!! I have gotta STOP reading such books >.<

Don't really know what I wanna say now. Just suddenly felt like writing, I mean.. typing. Read Diary of a Crush =) nice nice. Total chick flick. But totally LOVE IT!

Blalalalalal~
Haven't do my homework.
Next week's a SO CALLED holiday. GOING TO REDANG THOUGH! But I think that i'd probably have to do my homeworkd there >.< Maybe I should "accidentally" dropped it into the ocean and use that as an excuse for not passing up my homework-->"Teacher, I dropped my whole bag into the sea. Yea, the WHOLE bag, along with my clothers, junks, toothbrush, sweets, and.. OH YA! ALL OF MY HOMEWORK!! +pout+ I DID try to get them back though.. But the fishes ate them up =( I'm sooo sorry..."
HAHAHA! AS IF THAT'LL WORK! XP

So much crap =)
Heheheh~

Lily signing out