FullStop

Hie.
I'm just gonna use this whenever I want to.
Like,
Just to get things out of my mind.
Only when I need to put things into words.
No story.
No excitement.
Nothing.

Call it a semi-public thought of my own.

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Friday, June 26, 2009

Friday Saturday? Saturday Friday?

It's Friday..
It's a Friday..

Tomorrow's Saturday..
A schooling Saturday..

It'd still be a Friday after all..

Oh well.

2 Fridays in a week,
Should be grateful right?





PS: There you go, B ,updated XP

Friday, May 15, 2009

I.LOVE.QUOTES (Especially Love quotes)
and therefore, I spend my whole time searching for them.
Those I think actually mean something.
Well, they all do XP
So, yar..


Love
"Relationships--of all kinds--are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost."
-Kaleel Jamison

"Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood."
-Karen Casey

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them."
-Mother Theresa

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
-- Anonymous

"The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost."
-- G. K. Chesterton

"Absence diminishes small loves and increases great ones, as the wind blows out the candle and blows up the bonfire."
-- François de La Rouchefoucauld

"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."
-- Michael Leunig

"Absence diminishes small loves and increases great ones, as the wind blows out the candle and blows up the bonfire."
-- François de La

" 'Tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all."
-- Alfred, Lord Tennyson, In Memoriam, 1850

"Love without reason lasts the longest."
-- Unknown

A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled,
but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy.

* George Jean Nathan

Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.
* William Shakespeare

'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.
* Lord Tennyson

There is no remedy for love but to love more.
* Henry David Thoreau

"Within you I lose myself
Without you I find myself
Wanting to be lost again."
-Unknown

"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."
-Unknown

We conceal it from ourselves in vain--we must always love something. In those matters seemingly removed from love, the feeling is secretly to be found, and man cannot possibly live for a moment without it.
* Blaise Pascal

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Rethink

Every year, My whole extended family (mum side) will have a reunion dinner together
more than once
i learn something new everytime.
But i learnt the most from the dinner i last went.

Dated: (uhhhm) Somewhere around Nov or Dec 2008
=>
Just had a great week over at KL and Sitiawan.

But while I was there with my family, I learnt alot. 
Life Lessons mostly.
How we should live our life, how we should not give in to "love" that easily, how people are not who they seem to be.
How much people pretend to be something they're not.
How choices of one affects another.
How their actions stab and scar another.
At the same time, I realise how hypocritical life, things and people can be, those people around us. And how much I'm against hypocriticsm, but yet being a hypocrite myself. 

I've always thought I wanted a boyfriend.. "HOW AWESOME!" I thought. Thanks to this trip, I've changed my mind. Growing a lil matured? Maybe?

I've learnt to appreciate my cousins more. My brother, my sister. How I should set an example for my sister, instead of her being the better cloned version of me XP (not likely!!!) 
How much I actually respect my brother, my dad, my uncle.
Uncle Jimmy, my late fourth uncle whom I've never met. 
They're the legends.
Legends of our life.
Legends of the lives of those they've met and the hearts they've touched.
They tolerate, and put on happy faces, eventhough, deep down inside.. deep deep down inside, they're hurting, they're bleeding.
Those who have wisened and are wise.
Those who give the best damn advices you'll ever get.
Out from the top of their head, not dug out from some self-help books.
Be like them. 
Just a half of them.
You'd be half the legend they are.
I'm proud.
Proud to be given the opportunity to get to know them, to get close to them, related or not.


In this life,
We have to appreciate those around,
Appreciate what we have,
Appreciate what is given,
Appreciate every word said,
Appreciate every priases given,
Appreciate every criticisms called,
Appreciate every achievement,
Appreciate every mistakes made,
Appreciate every moment we had,
Whether it is a moment of joy or sorrow,
Cz those things in life are what mould us into who we are,
Today and tomorrow.

Do not take things for granted, people, time.
We have to want what we have, not have what we want.
Notice your mistakes and put in the least bit effort to change yourself, to better yourself.


-Lily-




Tuesday, December 02, 2008

On The Road

I DROVE!!!!

I mean, yeah, motorbike, I drove it on the track.
And sorry to disappoint some of you but I DIDNT FALL!!!!
nenenebubu
I just accidentally accelerated when this guy (who was learning as well and didnt know any better than me as well) made me panic XP
Heheheheheeheheeeeeee

Then after that, En.Jalil let me drive the car
On the road
=]
First at Impian, some quite deserted place to practice my turns and gear shifting
Then after that he let me drive to my parents' clinic
WAAAAAAAAAHH!!!
AWESOME!!
I like so totally could not change lanes XP
hehehe
And, redlight's so not for me
so NOT for me
and lorries should be banned from the road..
HEheheehehe XP
I mean, what can I say?
They bring danger to the pedestrians as well as any other road users!
LAlalalalalala
Fine fine, My problem I guess.
That's all
Really tired =]
BUH BYE!!
Clutch, Brake, Uhm.. Whatsit? Accelerator?

Brake pedal at the passenger's seat
Awesome for the passengers whose drivers can't drive but insist on driving =]

Monday, December 01, 2008

HIV Donation

Went to CS today to collect HIV donation
=]
Went there at 12+++++
But started at 2.. UGH
Cz Lion havent gotten us the permission.
Then we were chased out.. to collect donation outside instead
Outside already, not enough
Pushed off further away
FINALLY
Lion Beryl got us the permission and we were sent to the CCTV ROOM
then we got a pass and headed to the entrances to collect
DAMN TIRING
collected about RM300+++ in total bah

All I got to say bout those people who just ignored us or shove us aside,
my impression on them
They SUCK!
I mean, its ok if u don't feel like donating,
I get it.. I'm like that sometimes XP
But at least say "no thank you"
or..
"I don't give an effin damn about the Aids/HIV victims cz they got themselves into it. So, thank you but no thanks"
=]
Maybe a wave, a shake of the head
a sign
BUT noooooooooooooooooo
It's as if we weren't there at all
"Oooooh, I can't see you, what's that I hear? Hmmm, it's just the wind perhaps"
There was one.. who, haha, i didnt get at all.
He was nodding his head as if saying "A'ite, no prob"
Yet he was walking away..while nodding.. Hmmmmmmm
Is nodding universally known for rejecting something?
Cz, that's not what i was taught

There was this Indian guy who donated but asked why was it donated to HIV victims and the to the poor
I agreed with him
He was right. Definitely
HIV victims does stuff that causes this.
The donation wouldn't help them anyways, They'd die, sooner or later.. AHEM
But the poor, homeless..
They need the money
They need help

Yet, there were many really nice people too =]
Minority of course
XP

Am really tired
But had fun
OOooooh yea, watched Twilight.
Edward's not that badlooking afterall..
Gaaaaaaaaaagagagaaaaaaaaaaagaaaaaaaaagaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh @-@

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Personality quizzes

Rather See Camwhoring Pics?
Scroll alllllll the way doooowwwn =]
Cz these personality quizzes may make u puke as they made me kembang like hell
WAHAHHAHAA
Seriously.. I answered all the questions honestly =D
WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!


Personaliti Saye
Result: Rock Star

Passionate, vocal, hedonistic - you're a total "Behind the Music" episode waiting to happen.

You've got a great sense of adventure, which is wonderful. You've also got a positive attitude and you're fun to be around. The problem is, sometimes you tend to be a little self-centered. You might not notice when other people around you need attention. Keep that in check and you'll totally get a Grammy. Er, or maybe just a date.


What Kind of Girldfriend Are You?

Result: Dream Girl

You've got it all -- affection, a cool head, a positive attitude, and all that other

stuff that guys want their girlfriends to have.

You're light-hearted, fun, romantic and not too sleazy -- a great combination. When you start a relationship, there's a good chance the guy will totally fall for you, whether he intended to or not. Keep up the great attitude and you're sure to be a heartbreaker. (Please just try to be gentle.)


What's Your Sense Of Humour

Result: Juvenile

There's nothing funnier in the world than underpants and toilets. Thank you for realizing that.

"Juvenile" is the most universal form of humor. Little kids think it's funny, old people think it's funny. Intellectual people think it's funny, too, but they probably won't admit it. We're proud of you for being confident enough in your own intelligence to admit that farts make you giggle. Fart on, comrade.



Purity Test
(Just bcz I dont have a BF I'm pure,ooh, i mean, SQUEAKY CLEAN. HAHAHA!!)

Result: Squeaky Clean

Maybe one day, a couple years from now, you'll get up the nerve to hold someone's hand.

On the eSPIN Purity Scale (patent pending), you score 6 Purity Points out of 6. Which sounds great, right? Well, look at it this way -- there's nowhere to go but down. Do the best you can to keep the demons off your back -- we-re rooting for you.


Are You Hot or Coooool

Result: Cool

You take it real easy and never let the rough stuff get you down. And you're totally cool.

What makes you so cool? Well, it's the way you carry yourself -- totally laid-back, never over-heating (even in August). Your attitude is ice-cold and people are bound to gather around you to feel some of that cool breeze.

Extreme coolness comes with its fair share of problems. Like, you have to watch out for direct sunlight or you'll melt. But more than that, your cucumber-coolness might limit the amount of red-hot passion in your life. Remember to warm up a little bit if you feel yourself frosting over. And pass some of that coolness around! Some of us are overheating out here.


What Sexy are You

Result: Cool Sexy

You keep it real smooth, all James Bond-style. The suave, international hotties will love you.

You're sophisticated, mature, and you've got fairly expensive tastes. (And your personal hygiene? Outstanding.) Just be careful not to get too carried away. Big, bold romantic gestures are sexy and all, but there's something to be said for sharing a laugh or dancing in the rain. (As long as you're not wearing any suede.)


What's Wrong With You

Result: Too Friendly

You're very open with people, which is great, but sometimes those people are wearing brass knuckles, which is not great.

You tend to think that people are generally good at heart, and because of that, you're very trusting. People are drawn to your positive attitude and you tend to make friends easily. (You might also be a little vain, but hey, who could blame you? You're a good-looking individual, and you have a right to be a little cocky about it.)

So where could you go wrong? Well, if you're too friendly, you might not be on alert for those folks you really shouldn't trust. So try to use more caution when you meet new people. And quit trading gym socks with strangers. That's just plain gross.


How Hot Are You

Result: Uncomfortably Hot

90 degrees and humid. Um, in a sexy way.

Hanging out with you is like spending a day at the beach -- it's fun, exciting and inviting, and there's bound to be some good views. Plus, you're a crowd favorite -- there's a ton of people who like you and want to be with you. (If you haven't found all those people yet, be patient -- they're out there.)

Keep it up! With your great attitude and total hotness, you're bound to keep 'em coming back.


Are You a Good Girl?

Result: Good Girl

You're a perfect angel. (At least you say you are.) You're a good friend, you're concerned about your reputation, and you won't do anything that'll ruin your chances for a nice, normal future (you know, one that doesn't involve parole hearings).

But that doesn't mean you don't know to have fun. In fact, you're one cool chick and you love a good time with pals. Just be sure to keep watching yourself out there. Just 'cause you've been good up till now doesn't mean you won't slip up.

Friday, November 28, 2008

Shopping!!

Girls love shopping, Yes we do
But this time, it's the guy's turn =]
Xuan and I followed my dad to Metrojaya to buy work clothes.
Same old same old larh pa.
Refuse to try.. Ahem.. new "style"

So, we got the same bluueeee workclothes..
YAWN Still, had fun loads of fun =]
We wore the clothes and took pics!
WEEEEEEEE!!







I bought Cecelia Ahern's latest book
THE GIFT
AWESOME!



At home,
Xuan and I camwhored =D
Like DUUUH!!



HAHAHAHAHAH =D
That's all for now
Chao

Monday, November 24, 2008

Tear Trigger

Late at night
Sitting at a corner of my room
With nothing but a dim light over my head
Book in my hands
Eyes scanning through the pages at the speed of light
Unable to stop
Refused to
+Boink+
Hit on the head with a pillow
"TURN OFF THE LIGHT!!"
+Rolls eyes+
"Shut up and go back to sleep+
~Zzzzzzzzzzzzz~
Concentration back on the book
She......He....."I'm sorry blablablabla Love blablablaaaa BUT"
NOOOOOOOOOO!!!
+DripDrip+
Vision blurred
Get a grip
Eyes turning red
Get a grip
Tears started streaming down the side of the cheeks
Get a grip
BOOOHOOOO!!!
So sad XP

This always happens when I read NICHOLAS SPARKS' novels!!


He Rawks
There's no better author than him
My number one Idol in Romance writing XP
aaaaaaahh~~
Never fails to put me in tears

Read his books
Highly recommended to all
Including guys =D
SERIOUSLY!

I've made guys read his books before.
WEeeeeeee!!

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Hunkalicious

Stars I love and adore lately For watching their movies, just recently Though I've like watched them loads of times before. Whocares... Lalalalalalalalalalaa SIGH

Robert Hoffman


He Dances crazy!! So damn cool.
Wanna do it just like him in Step Up 2
Or... That girl, whats her name again?

Oliver James
Weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
OLIVER JAMES!
He's so cute and RAWK on the Guit in Raise Your Voice
Omgawsh, what more can a girl ask for.

Channing Tatum
Not that goodlooking in this pic tho..
Too bad.
Better off without the furry jaw XP
He's soooo damn cute and hawt in She's The MAn
Guess I'm a total pushover for Breakdancers =D
(And musicians... yay me!)

Bryan Greenberg


Not the kind of guy everygal would go crazy over
But he's got his charms =D
Sssiiigggghhh~~~












That's all for now, Will keep you updated with my TV crushes XD

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

FREEDOM

Badadadaaaa!!
News just in
The year end examination of Form 4s is OVER!!!
2 more days of schooling
Then TOTAL FREEDOM BABY!!
Well, not total XP

Exam really sucked tho
Mental note: No more last minute studying >.<

Really glad.. =)
Weight lifted off my chest.
Back to PS2, TV, Computer, blablabla
could you believe that i actually did not spend more than an hour on computer this whole exam term?? that's like.. a miracle =)

FREEEEEEEEE

Gonna watch movie tomorrow!!

FREEEEEEEEE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOOOOORRR!!!
as if u read this XP

Friday, October 31, 2008

Flight of the Chonchords

HILARIOUS!
One might look Geeky
But they're awesome!

The Humans Are Dead




HipHopopotamus & Rhymenosaurus




Jenny





She's So Hot BOOM

Monday, October 27, 2008

Monday, October 20, 2008

CADBURY


Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
You could surf inside a chocolate tube
Ride your board across the wave forever
Get wiped out and never get a bruise
And if a shark came up and tried to bite you
You could say 'I'm chocolate - I invite you'
Wouldn't it be nice?

Lyrics for Part Two
Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
Chocolate roads and trees and birds and bees
Delivering all kinds of letters daily,
Every kind of purple parcel too.
And if the dog did try and grab a mouthful,
You could bite him back he'd taste delightful!
Wouldn't it be nice?


Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
You could be a soccer super star.
The referee would blow his chocolate whistle,
A shot a goal would even break the bar.
And if you scored the winner
You could have the cup for your dinner.
Wouldn't it be nice?


Lyrics for Part Four (July 2003)
Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
Riding in the car would be a tasty treat.
Changing gears would soon become a problem
Cadbury dairy milk is so good to eat
When you arrive at your destination,
You'll be greeted with an exclamation!
Wouldn't it be nice?

Penis Flower @@











Penis Flowers
Hehe.. That's not exactly what it is called.
IT's Arum Lilies XD
But it is described in one of the novels I just read that....
It is perfection and have veins like a man's penis @@
What a way to describe these B-E-A-UTIFUL LILIES!!

Idling away


EXAM's here amigos!
For those who had just finished your PMR, good for you!!
Sigh.. I've been idling my time away. TV, TV, TV Computer, Computer, TV, TV, and other stuff that i'd rather do than studying.

Form 4's exam's no big deeaaaaal =)
RIGHT! bigdealbigdealnobigdeal?
hehhehehe...
Still, every exam determines how much you've learnt that year.. Guess i've not learnt much this year..

Anyway, just had BM exams today. Paper 1 was ok. Paper 2 was HELL!! Looks like Satan set the papers this time >.< style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">Maka... maka.... maka" POOOI-ah maka. If I hear that one more time, I'd explode.. Maka.maka.maka.maka>.<

Tomorrow's Chemistry!! YAY!! Last chapter to study!! Gonna go sleep now!! and not wake up. muahahahhahahahaa

Tataz, muaks..